Jhonni Blaze’s fans were distressed last week after the Love & Hip Hop star was revealed to have been missing for a few days. Some of the artist’s peers publicly took to social media to share their prayers for her after Jhonni posted a very emotional message, which some fans read as a potential suicide note. Thankfully, Jhonni was reported to be “fine” and was simply taking a break from social media. Now, she’s speaking up about what prompted her decision to go dark on social media.
The news came days after Jhonni wrote a cryptic post on social media. In the message, she said, “Shit don’t make Sense how much pain I can consume. Shit be on the edge for me, and tonight I’m done y’all won. I won’t leave no memories cus y’all didn’t care to leave genuine ones with me.” She continued, “I’m tired. See how it’s feels when I’m gone . They laughed at my hurt, my pain my feelings and played ! people think having mental issues is to be laughed at and to down you let’s see you laugh when I’m dead.”
A day or so later, it was revealed Jhonni was alive and well, as she kept her fans on her OnlyFans account updated. Hot New Hip Hop reports Jhonni was simply taking a “break” from social media.
Jhonni made a post on social media, explaining why she “disappeared.” She said, “I took a mental break. I’m done explaining the reasons why. It doesn’t help me heal. You bashing me because you don’t understand depression doesn’t help me.” She went on to speak on the Black community doesn’t fully understand depression.
“The black community frowning on depression because we been through so much so we don’t believe it’s real is not helping me. People claiming to be a friend but be the only one who runs to a blog and bash me then can’t even publicly say sorry for lying won’t help me. I don’t know how to sugar code [sic] I only know the true feelings of what I posted and I meant every dam word because that’s what I felt inside.” In the following message, she denies “disappearing” for clout. She said,
“Look how y’all treated me when I expressed my depression,” she concluded. “Who the fuck wants to express when y’all give this same energy when you keep it inside then y’all upset when we say nothing. That’s all.” Take a look:
— Jhonni Blaze (@iamjzapal) September 13, 2021
Jhonni Blaze made her family and friends think she was missing or dead and come to find out she was dm’ing strangers on her only fans to harass her ex through text. So she been good lol smh. Yea she throwed and needs help
— Juju Berry (@IntoxicatedJu) September 12, 2021
Sending Jhonni healing energy.