Cho Seung-hui, identified as the killer of 32 individuals in what is being called the Virginia Tech Massacre mailed a tape to NBC after he shot the first two people in dorm rooms and before he opened fire on a classroom full of people killing another 30. NBC has released some pictures and information from the tape but has not fully released all of this information to other news networks. The FBI says this tape will be heavily analyzed. No word on when the full video will be released by NBC definitely has a media advantage in this and will probably come out with their own feature program about it.

Cho said in his message:

I didn’t have to do this. I could have left. I could have fled. But no, I will no longer run.

Cho posed in the video with several weapons and read from his manifesto referring to himself as like Jesus and said that he was being crucified like Jesus. The package also included 83 pictures and the written manifesto as well as the tape.

Cho also talked about his personal pain in this video:

You have vandalized my soul, raped my heart and tortured my conscious. You thought it was one pathetic life you were extinguishing. Thanks to you I die like Jesus Christ for generations of the week and defenseless people Do you know what it feels like to to be spit on your face and have trash shoved down your throat? Do you know what it feels like to dig your own grave?

. . . Do you know what it feels like to be tortured alive? Do you know what it feels like to be humiliated and impaled upon a cross, left to bleed to death for your amusements? You have never felt a single ounce of pain in your whole life. You want to inject as much misery in our lives because you can. You had everything you ever wanted. Your mercedes wasn’t enough you brats. Your trust fund wasn’t enough. Your vodka and cognac wasn’t enough.

Cho also said when the time came to do what he had to do, he did it and that there were a billion and one chances to stop this. I can only assume that that portion of the tape was filmed after the shootings of the first two victims. What ever comes out of this investigation we know that there was a severely emotionally disturbed person behind this. Will we find out that there were specific people behind his suffering?

Watch Cho’s Video Message HERE!